My emotions are on haywire.

I can’t trust them or you.

I believed every word you said.

You almost had me at “I Do”.

the love we had, I thought was real

And you’re still writing me everyday

convincing me you’re going to die, if I am not the apple of your eye.

But I keep thinking, you lied to me

You say you love me, okay you do

But my trust for you has been betrayed

yet the hardest part, you’re far away

Learning to serve your country and home

I’m proud of you, I really am

But I question who you are as a man

My trust for you, it is gone

But my love for you is very strong

I am praying, everyday, for; truth, love, strength, and God’s way.

My emotions are on haywire.

I can’t trust them or you.

I believed every word you said.

You almost had me at “I Do”.

the love we had, I thought was real

And you’re still writing me everyday

convincing me you’re going to die, if I am not the apple of your eye.

But I keep thinking, you lied to me

You say you love me, okay you do

But my trust for you has been betrayed

yet the hardest part, you’re far away

Learning to serve your country and home

I’m proud of you, I really am

But I question who you are as a man

My trust for you, it is gone

But my love for you is very strong

I am praying, everyday, for; truth, love, strength, and God’s way.


If this is me
slender and tall
If this is me
pale and beautiful  
      will this make you love me?
                                          my heart and all…
will this make you cherish me?
                         my brokeness and pain…
will you strive to understand my goals and dreams
     stand beside me
                through everything?
If this is me
     will you love
                only me

If this is me

slender and tall

If this is me

pale and beautiful  

      will this make you love me?

                                          my heart and all…

will this make you cherish me?

                         my brokeness and pain…

will you strive to understand my goals and dreams

     stand beside me

                through everything?

If this is me

     will you love

                only me